I-Feel-Like-Doing-Nothing Mood

Hellooo

I'm in bored-but-don't-feel-like-doing-anything mood mode. I don't know. Wasting my quota. Listening to (favorite? one of my fav) audio artist roleplay on spotify just because I want to listen to someone's voice, talking, rambling, BF roleplay weird I know, and sounds that I'm lonely. Sad..

I know I just said that I'm so hype and excited with books recently but now the green book about 100 year-old-man I've told you is sitting there on the corner of my room untouched, for 2 days. I lost interest in reading all of a sudden. Mood swing. Maybe. I'm a moody person yes.

I just accidentally bumped into funny and interesting videos on youtube (youtube is my life), I was watching a couple of danisnotonfire videos--relatable videos. But then I stopped. And lost interest in everything I used to like to do. But here I am still listening to audio porn //languaaaageeee. Uuuuuummmm not literally porn, though. Some ramble audios I like to listen to, just like those vlogs videos but this one is audio-only version.

I found the exact same thing what I'm feeling right now on quora and found some helpful solutions on the answers. But still, I don't want to do it. Again. I just like doing nothing now. Nope, not nothing at all, somehow I could manage writing out my thoughts and my feelings. Writing out? is that even a correct phrase? I don't care. Ha. Maybe I could do--start over--my 30 days workout challenges--that I just failed badly--yeah I only last 2 days doing this challenge. New year. New me. I said. Tch. Bull. Or randomly learning proper English grammar or even TOEFL, online. But I don't feel like learning anything.

Maybe I just need to sit back, relax, listening to calming and relaxing musics or just like what I said, rambly audios people talking about things. MEDITATING! Yoga? Oooorrrr maybe I can listen to a podcast about being bored, "what is bored?" that I haven't finished to listen to. Maybe that's a brilliant idea. So yeah

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my mom opened the door and told me she just made bakwan, my favorite yey. I just gave her two thumbs up "alright". but still not feeling as excited as usual.

That's all for now. Thank you for coming by random readers, wasting your precious time getting lost in this blog. Okay. I'm not a "blogger" tho, not that kind of thing because I don't have quality content and writing just for fun, to spit out what's been flooding in my head (is this even correct sentence, I get easily anxious and aware about my grammar and all ugh)

Byee

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